It's 10pm. I'm sitting here feeling incredibly pregnant and uncomfortable. The baby has probably either a knee or foot or butt up in my ribs right now. I feel sick. I don't know why, maybe it's pushing up on my stomach.
I've been worrying a lot about labor lately. What's it going to be like to actually have a child naturally, am I doing the right thing etc.
For some reason I think this baby is going to come earlier than my due date. Maybe sometime mid August. I don't really know why, maybe because it's already so far down in my pelvis.
I just can't wait to meet this kid. When there's this life inside of you that you can feel but know nothing about it's hard to be patient.
I have been having a lot of body image issues lately. I seem to feel like I have a bigger belly than I ever did with Riley and even though people keep telling me I don't look 8 months pregnant and that I look really good, I feel weirdly self conscious about it. Maybe because so many people comment about it. I dunno I'm just nuts I guess. I guess I'm going to go try to lay down and see if this child will do something besides try to permanently relocate the right side of my rib cage.
TTFN